Before you start crying, please know that Belladonna is NOT LEAVING the business! She is concerned about all the medical risks involved with being a hardcore pornstar. She’s relatively clean (minus herpes), and she’d rather call it a day while that’s still the case.

She wrote this VERY personal message on her myspace blog today:

“I will no longer be performing with other people. I’ll still be doing solo scenes for extras on my movies and also directing, dancing and signings.

This is really a big decision for me and it hurts me in some ways, but the way I look at… it’s time to let me body relax. I just don’t want to risk getting Herpes all over my body, or in my eyes, or genital warts or even HIV Don’t worry, I’m not leaving the business, I’m just not going to be performing in front of the camera anymore. I know that is why a lot of you are my fans, but I hope you continue to be a fan of my work directing and behind the camera in the years to come. I can’t thank you all enough for supporting my career throughout the years! And I’ll still be here telling you all about my adventures in life and all of the other really hot guys and girls I’ve been shooting. So don’t go anywhere yet, I have much more in store for you.”

I feel honored to have watched her career blossom in this way. Something tells me that Belladonna’s going to make one hell of a porn director.

Here are some free hardcore videos featuring the amazing Belladonna: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12. If you like what you see, check out Bella Loves Jenna. It’s a rather perfect way to celebrate 2 ex pornstars who made a huge impact on the biz.

I told you that this show was going to be awesome. The GAYVN Awards had major technical issues this year but the homo hecklers made up for it 10fold. While Savanna Samson’s areola’s popped up on stage, a boy behind me yelled “I see your tit-ies, bitch.” During a longer speech made by a OG Pornographer someone yelled out “yay for fags. move on.” It seriously had me rolling. Michael Lucas’ La Dolce Vita picked up most of the major awards. He had the same silly pout for the whole show. As he was giving his 800th speech at the podium, someone yelled “Anti Christ!”

Kathy Griffin was a riot, despite her father dying last week. She was a real highlight of the show and received numerous standing ovations. Even though she didn’t know who any of the stars were, she was able to play off of some of the dumb boys who were presenting. Idiotic stunt cocks who pronounced Pro-Am as “Pro Aim” got dissed by Kathy in a NY min. Hot.

Enjoy the rest of TJ’s GAYVN Awards Show & Afterparty photos on Flickr. Also, check out the major sponsor of the evening, NakedSword! I would talk more about the Afterparty, but you know what they say…”what happens at the Porn Palace, Stays at the Porn Palace.” Well, unless you have a membership to this site.

If you love blow jobs, you should check out bjbattle.com. Vote daily on which girl gives a better blow job. You can leave comments on the different models, help pornstars reach their 15 min of fame, and find endless links re: the art of fellatio. Not only can you vote, but they give suggestions on what positions provide better blowjobs. Now that’s the type of info you want to pass along to the girlfriend/wife-y.

Nearly everything is available for free. The creators of this battle have hundreds of other adult voting sites in their network. I highly suggest checking out boobiebattle, thongbattle, hardcorebattle, and asianbattle. That should keep you busy at work this week. Happy Monday! xoxo

I recently took a sex class from non other than Nina Hartley. Yes, I even get a certificate for participating. Nina Hartley has always been a sexual icon for me, and it was amazing to hear her speak.

The class was held in San Francisco in the back room of Good Vibrations on Polk Street. Nina Hartley spoke to a class of about 20 horny couples…and me. I was probably the only girl in the room that was spunky enough to attend the class solo.

She had charts that broke down sexuality by gender, submission/domination, kink, monogomy/pollyamory, how long it takes you to orgasm, how many orgasms you can have in a night, how much sex you need to be happy, etc. It was really interesting to see it all mapped out so well. It made me realize that I’ve been choosing sexual partners that don’t have the large sex drive that I do. It was quite a wake up call for yours truly. Apparently, I have a “short trigger” and my multiple orgasms deserve a partner who’s “present.” Thanks for the sexpert advice, Nina!

I even tried to talk to Ms. Hartley during one of the breaks. I was so nervous that I kept asking if other people wanted to go before me. When she looked at me with those big eyes and asked how I was, I immediately turned it into a business conversation. lol I’m such a dork! Do you have any pornstars you feel that way about?

Today my biggest priorities are to buy Nina Hartley’s new book and to sign up for a new profile on AFF. Now that I have the tools for better orgasms, I want to find a sexually compatible (lesbo) fuck buddy! Ah, yes. This should be an interesting weekend. Details will cum later…

I love three things more than anything on this great earth…Asian Women…Dirty Sluts…and Playing Pool. There’s nothing better for me. Basically my dream day could involve playing a few games of pool while a couple of asian hotties are under the table sucking me off. That sounds like a wet dream I wish I could have everyday. God damn I came just imaging the possibilities. Okay, well since it’s been a long time since I posted a Free Porn Friday…I’ll go ahead and turn today into Stick and Balls Tuesday. I’ve put together a nice little list of hot sluts playing a game involving putting your balls into holes. Oh and long sticks that go up and down. You like that?

Check out Billiard Porn:

• Crissy Moran plays pool with Charlie Laine
• Tera Patrick bent over a pool table
• Crystal Klein gets hot and bothered playing pool
• Pool table threesome fantasy
• Sophia Rossi gets nude on the pool table
• Dream Kelly strips on a pool table
• Porn Star Billiards
• Teen Lesbians get naked after a game of pool